yeah yeah, I have one now

1:55PM - 31.5 Hours

Ok so yesterday 5/2 I woke up at around the normal time when I dont have to go to work approx 9am I was up watching tv eating breakfast and lounging. I didnt do much except get ready for that night and I was out the door at 3:30. This is when the 31.5 begins.........

3:30-4:45pm Drive from San Clemente to Cox arena in San Diego where Michael Buble is performing

5-1am Work at the Michael Buble concert

Ok so my cousin-in-law's brother owns a company that does the merchandise for musicans on tour. One of them being Michael Buble. My cousin has been on tour with them and asked my sister and I to help out when they are in town. I had helped out once before when Bob Dylan was in town This is a very physically demanding job, and a little mental demanding. Your setting up the stands, counting the inventory, moving stuff, running, shouting, trying to stay out of everyine elses way. And then adding up the guest total in your head or remembering what they want you to get for them and what size (thats all the demanding mental part)and normally five people are talking to you at the same time, then you are breaking down the stands, then doing inventory again to see how much was sold and make to sure that matches the total of money brought in. And it was go go go from the moment I got there till the moment I was running back to the bus with my cousin before it left. Except for the 1hr I was able to sit inside and watch the show! I really enjoyed it though and will be helping them out on the 10th when he is in Anaheim.

1:15-2:15am Drive from Cox Arena back to San Clemente (Jaxz was delusion!)

2:30am Head hits pillow

7:00am Alarm goes off

7:01-8:00 Curse alarm, yell at myself that I dont want to get up, quick bowl of cerel, force feed cat medicine, shower, dress, drive to work.

8-4:30pm Working at my normal job including a half hour lunch.

My normal job (which I love)is at a timeshare exchange company. Meaning people give us their timeshare week and trade it for a different week we have (we dont normally have it unfortunently). This is not physically demanding job except when your butt falls asleep or your eyes are tired of looking at the screen or like today when you have sore muscles from the day before that tense up because you are not moving alot. My job is mostly demaning on a mental capicity, when its really busy your have phone calls holding for 15 minutes and your emailing one person while your talking to someone else and trying to remember to fax a form to someone else after this peson is screaming at you, and you have to answer stupid questions like "Yes, the Maui schooner is in Maui" and during the week its fine but when I work that ocassional saturday and theres only 2 people from a 10 person department it is hella crazy in the morning and then super slow in the afternoon (hence the reason there are only 2 people here) the phone finally rings after 5 minutes of silence and unlike your sore muscles that tense up from inactivity your brain has turned to mush and instead of answering "Thank you for calling ....... how may I help you?" you forget your at work and almost answer the phone like you would at home. With a "talk to me " or a quizzacal "....hello?" (this has happened before) my favorite one though is "Thank you for calling ........ how can you help me?". It just goes from one extreme to another and I get so busy that I want to pull my hair out or so bored that I am force to come onto here (which I would never do on a weekday because my manager sits right behind me)

4:30-5:45pm In this time period I will drive from Aliso Viejo to San Clemente change clothes, scarf down dinner, force feed cat medicine again, and drive back up to Mission Viejo to a Casino party.

6-10pm Work Casino party

This is fun but also so the opposite of fun. It just depends on the people who are dealing with you and the type of party. Booooo proms and formals! This is a perfect mixture of mental and physically demanding. Standing straight up in one spot (and gets so painful that your legs want to snap off) smiling and fake being cheering and shuffling so much you know how those people who have arthritis feel. Then the mental part, dealing to a bunch of drunks or annoying kids or even those special partys where there are drunk annoying kids and you count the cards for the drunks or blondes, enforce the rules for those trying to cheat and you do this all in a normally dimlit over crowded very loud (where you almost go hoarse screaming over the dj sometimes smoky room. Or God forbid your in the same room as the karoke machine *shudders* Either its a fun party or the longest four hours of your life
10pm- 11pm (appox) breakdown party, get paid, say goodbye, drive home, and crash

So right now its 2:30pm 5/3 so not all of this has happened yet but that is how the rest of my day is planned. And if you break it down that means in a total of 31.5 hours I have.....

driven - approx 4hrs
worked - 20hrs
slept - 4.5hrs
misc -3hrs(eating, showering, walking around, changing clothes, force feeding cat medicine)

8:55AM - Mysterious caller

I keep getting calls, ok like only three times and two of them were back to back. From a restricted number. They call while I'm at work and cant answear the phone and leave no voicemail, or text and since its restricted I cant call back. Please people pass the word around, if you know somebody that is calling me from a restricted number, tell them to leave a message!!!!!!!!!!!! Because I have no idea who the fuck is calling me, no one calls me to begin with and the small amount of people that do call me dont have restricted numbers. Its a puzzling case one I might have Nancy Drew crack for me, or maybe a more current choice would be Veronica Mars. Its probably no big deal just a wrong number or something, well gotta go do laundry the glamorous that I lead dont be jeaous!!!!!!






P.S. I just saw the preview for Hott Fuzz it looks awesome!!!!!!!!! Have to go see that April 20th and I'm off that day!!!!!!!!!

4:24PM - Almost 2 years!!!!!

Ok so its almost been two years since I have posted on this thing and it feels really weird! Alot has happened and I wouldn't even know where to start, but I shall try. I'm single, now 21,  living in an apartment  with my best friend Korkie (our lease is up by may 1st  though so gotta find new digs), and Mickey in the corner is appropiate because I am  working for the mouse again, and I have met alot of cool people here. Looking at you Janet! Life is so far sooo goood. Have not completed one credit of college(I know I' m a slacker) and my sister is a senior. When I was last writing on this thing she was going on being a sophmore. I've done some traveling and worked for a cool company between my disney break, which had allowed me to do all that traveling at a discounted rate, YEAH RITZ CARLTON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! But now I'm working for disney not in attractions but in something I want to do in my life, I'm a reservationisr (but I'm considered a travel agent) for Disney! And the perks are nice!!!!!!!!!!!  I promise to keep updating, I have some stories to tell, just need to figure out which ones should come to mind, the lost bar does pop in first but there is plenty!!!!

Just as a heads up to others, I'm back and  I don't care whattcha think about it, look out world here I come!!!!!!!

11:07PM - Fuck the world

Yes I'm alive and I thought I'd let anyone thats cares know that. But why should I'd let you in my life when no one is interested. My personal life is my thing. So I think it would best to follow Brezsy suit and just stop updating (even though I dont update much). I'm not following off the face of the planet. You could find me if you needed to, I'm always there to help if you need it. But maybe its best if I cut my loses and I'll see ya'll at the ten year reunion or something.

1:42PM - Word from Valentines hell

I'm writing at work......for those of you who haven't been keeping up I am not working at DN land anymore! It was sad but it was one extreme or another, 5 days a week (which was killing my car) or after the holiday season it was one day a week, four hour shift (which was killing me financilly) so I'm no longer working there. I started looking for another job, and for a weekend I worked at Aliso edwards movie theatre. But it was only paying me 6.75 which was very degrating, because every job I got I always got paid more than the last. So I started looking for a second job, and my friend korkie was working at this flowers shop so i figured I work there, on top of working at the theatre, but the job was so great I just decided to work here. And thats where I am now, on Valentines day which is kinda crazy but not at the same time. For the people working at customer service its busy and for my manager its crazy, but for me the person who takes the order its not because its already too late to place one so I'm sitting here just in case someone local calls I'll take it and Korkie is cleaning but its all good in the hood. Me and korkie are hopefully going to do something today after work but most likely we'll just sit around not knowing what were going to do. Like we always do....I'm stoked for Brezy coming back I'm going to pick her up at the airport! I have no boyfriend that is whole other story, he appearantly hates me, but he always has to hate someone. Its a dirty job but someone has to do it!!!! But I'm fine being single right now, at this moment it seems like anything I touch turns to shit in the love dept. and the adult mature world. I'm turning into a regular teen special over here, but trying to keep it together. But I got my girl korkie and my men josh and keagan, so I'm chill. every thing is going to be alright! I will press on and will live to see another day!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm better off than alot of other people, in the world so I cant complain.....lalalalalalala
I'm bored so I'm just going to on blabbing. Or maybe I'm going to go now...love to all and I mean all even if they hate. I really want see if he's writing anything good, but thats all I want to do. ok bub bye

9:04AM - Hooray!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OH MY GOODNESS! I dont work Christmas Eve! The place that has stolen my soul, taken me away from my boyfriend, made me too tired to finish this semester of school (Okay that may not be all of Disneys fault) and broken me down to a measley spec of a human being has shown mercy and are not making me work Christmas Eve.(I'm sure Disney is reading this right now, because its Disney and I wouldnt put it past them to have spies) So let me state that I really love my job so please dont fire me, or send me to the ninth circle of hell, a.k.a. parking. So let me say to all those that haven't seen me in like forever and to my boyfriend who I miss terribly ( I hope he doesnt hate me)..........

2:17PM - fucker

11:44PM - I think this is funny!

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11:43PM - I wonder if its true?

1:06AM - The most random night EVER!

Ok this night all started when I went to my Old Navy oreintation at 5 p.m. The other new girl was smiling way too much and so was the girl that was training me. I kinda felt out of place, I mean I smile and I normally have an upbeat personality but this was something out of stepford wives only with retail. So after a half hour of doing a thing called the "policy poster" (which was like something from kindergarden) with my "new best friend" smiles, the person who was training us asked for our drivers license and social security card. I had totally forgot my social security card. So when my trainer finds this out she say I cant be there anymore because I need it. She asks if I can go back and get it then return to the oreintation. So I'm like whatever, sure I'll do it. I leave and I call my mom to ask her for it and she says she doesnt know where it is, since I have already been offered liike 4 other jobs and I liked the one at Toys 'R' Us....I figure screw Old Navy. So I called and said I couldn't find it. Then I'm sitting at home showered and dressed and Im figuring this will be just another night at home. Then at six I get the most random call from a guy from my old work, Todd. He says hes having a bon fire at Doheny state beach, and asked if I wanted to come. And for any of you who know lately I have been jonesing for some smores, so I go even though I dont know why Todd called me, because I have never hung out with him outside of work or any work related event. I also dont know who else is going to be there, but I hear a rumor that Brezy might be there so I go. I get there, get lost and get attacked by a furocious chiwauwa. The thing was crazy. So finally I find the place. I see alot of people I dont know, Todd, Brezy and Brett(Brett thinks I'm mean becuase I was mean to him but it was a form of mistaken identity). N E wayz Brezy and Brett are huddled in the corner away from everybody. I join them and find out why. There are scary people at the party. People who have been to jail, a drunk girl, and a slut. The rest are on phone yelling at people because of some drama that at the moment I didnt know anything about. Appearantly Todd and his girlfriend Sara had broken up. Because she kissed another guy or multiple guys......I'm not sure which. But she wants to come over so thats what the screaming was about. Me, Brezy and Brett adopt the fire next to ours when the people leave, because Todd and his friends know jack about building fires. We also got free firewood from the leaving people when we pretended that we went to Dana Hills. The rest of the group follow us eventually and the drunk girl is making a fool of her self by falling, saying the stupidest stuff and hanging all over this guy. He was sober and she was trying to get him shitfaced with her. But he couldnt because he had to go to court in the morning for uknown reasons. She didnt like that he was sober and neither did he. N E wayz Sara shows up dressed to the nines with flashy make up, skimpy outfit and an entourage. But Todd got a call that said she was in the park so he made a quick get a away with the slut in the camper. Brezy and Bret were going to go with them but it was so sudden I said I give them a ride if they wanted to stay. Before Todd races off the slut throws out about four cans of unopened beer all over the campsite. And Im thinking if the cops come this would be bad. Literally as Todd pulls away Sarah shows up, looking for Todd and for a fight. She discovers he's not there and gradbs a 22 year old and makes out with him. (I couldnt make this shit up if I tried, people) Well its near 10,the beach is closing in twenty minutes and a guy tells us that cops will show up. Since there is beer everywhere I decide to get out of there so I take Brezy and Brett. Im driving them home when we decide that the night sucked and we couldnt let it end like that. Brett comes up with the idea to go to the "spa" which is Brett language for the jaqcuzzi. So an hour later after a trip to my house, Brezys house, a stop at 7-11 and at Bretts house, we go to the spa. But not before I almost kill us a couple times because I'm trying to eat my muffin while listening to Bretts horrible directions and while he is using every trick in the book to distract me. We hang out have fun and normal crazziness ensues. Then after we disgusted the people there and we had the place to ourselves, we notice a cop trying to get our attention. He calls us over and asks us which one of us lives in Talega (we snuck into the Talega jaqcuzzi, well not snuck in, Brett just reached over the gate and opened it.) Sinc none of us live in Talega I say were guests of Vikki Mueller, a lady I used to babysit her kids for. The cops then says there was a noise complaint and that he'll let it slide but still insisted he take down my information. Which I found really weird. The cop said we should leave, and since its about 12 oclock I say thats a good idea. As I driving Brett home a suicidal bunny comes running up out of nowhere right in front of my car. I slow down and let it pass. I drop off Brett and am driving Brezy home when a second bunny comes running out and this time I have to swerve. (I swear this is all true, how could I have even imagined a suicidal bunny) But I dont hit it and get Brezy home in one piece. That was the conclusion to the most random night of my life. I hope this wasn't too long.

11:03AM - I thought I was made of sugar spice and everything nice?

10:56AM - I like this comment! Its true....

12:50PM - We're Bored

Hola welcome tob a random message from Me and Patrick! (I'm relieving stress from coffee house.)

Ha ha, now I get to hijack YOUR journal! Well now that I've done that... oh crap the bell rang and Sondra is going berserk over a mwhahahahahhahahah i have hijacked a hijacked livejouranl mwhahahahahahahahaha!!!!!!!!! this has been a paid advertisment paid for by sondra and the i love ruben federation.

*blinks* WHAT THE FUCK JUST HAPPENED!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?! I'm so confused!!!!!!!

12:39PM - coffee house.......*runs out of room screaming*

I am sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo freaked out right now. The performance is tonight and I have a vision of me like stressing out and forgeting my lines on stage infront of everyone. Ekkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk!!!!!!!! Well I'll probably post later on tonight either saying I sucked, rocked or did ok. Right now I'm hoping to do at least ok. Thats my goal. Wish me luck I'll need it.

10:29AM - i normally never do these things

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11:24AM - Shrek shrek shrek shrek.......I Fucking hate shrek!!!!!!!!!

Last night (saturday) sucked, I hate shrek! But I'm going to start with friday night, which wasn't bad and actually kinda enjoyable. Ok here we go......Krikorian update.......*cheesy news music*

Friday night, I show up 19 minutes late...oops, so I get there at 4:19. I'm sceuduled to do hearts so I not stuck behind concessions and I'm not in box or on door. So I walk in and noticed that we have new meat (new employees) and so I show them around...and I was my normal self. Then it was time to clean theatres so I showed them how to do it and normal krikorian craziness ensued. Then after that me and Graeme (my new partner in crime) decided to throw the trash can full of boxes out. K theres two things wrong with this.
1. It doesnt take two people to take one trashcan out
B. We wore some of the boxes to the dumpster.

N E wayz we get back and not two minutes, Renee is asking what happened to the boxes. So we say we threw them out, and she says we have to go get them, because we might need them for shrek (I HATE SHREK) So me and Graeme have been demoted to hobos in the name of shrek. So we go dumpster diving and when we get there. I have to use the trashcan to get inside. Graeme follows. So now were both in the dumpster. Luckily there was nothing else in the dumpster beside the boxes. So were in the dumpster, Graeme wants to hug in the dumpster so we do. Then we proceed to throw all the boxes out, so we turn to get out and we realize that we jumped in without bringing in the trashcan, we didnt actually think this one out. Graeme is able to get out because he's tall. But I'm still stuck in there and Graeme just thinks its funny. So he goofs off while I'm screaming at him. He leaves me in there for like 5 minutes, while I'm still trying to get out. But I finally do and we go back. Regular Kirkorian stuff happens. I sell like two hearts and goof off. Then I go on my half Ben and Matt are on it too and Bens driving down to In-n-Out so I ask if I can come with, they say yes and then Eryn joins also. Let me just say this BEN IS THE WORST DRIVER, TEN TIMES WORSE THAN PAT. I thought I was going to die. So that is fun, I was praying we wouldnt crash an die or get pulled over. So I go back and its time to clean theatres again. Troy is a mess,and so while were waiting for like the 30 people that want to see the entire credits. Me and Graeme fight over the push broom. He drags me all around troy...(he is freakishly strong) and it is say that I am now pregant with his child. (Yes I know it is sort of a medical marvel on my part, because I'm barren but NE wayz) So were cleaning and Graeme finds a tube of lipgloss so he wants to try it on and its gross then Ben and Graeme are fighting over the lipgloss by trying to get it all over each other. Then I somehow get involved in it and I get my hands on it and I try to sqruit it on Graeme but get it all on my hands and its sticky and gross so I get some on Graemes and Bens face. Ben chases me out of the thearte and I attempt to wash it off. I notice that there is a huge line waiting for Troy and we have other theatres to clean. So I go in there to clean fast and there is like 11 people in there. 11 people but nothing seems to be getting done. Finally were finished and clean the other theatres and were finally done. But not before Jessica (new meat) and I go insane and talk in english accents and annoy the hell out of graeme. I stop and me and Graeme decide to take our second "10" which ended up being the last 45 minutes of our shift. We rocked friday night. So I clock off at 11 watch a half hour of a movie waiting for pat and josh to show up. They do, then we sit in the lobby waiting for keagan and laurel to get off,so we can go to Dennys. We sit there for like a half hour, I fall asleep on pats shoulder then renees comes over and asks if on one us cold drive over to ralphs and get a camera. Mind you its 12 and I'm nodding off as she talking to me. And I'm tired, so I just laugh at her, Josh comes over and says...."We'll get it" For those who don't know Josh, he doesnt own a car or a license. So we laugh and say WE, WE means you, cuz we aint driving. So Josh runs over there....I fall asleep while my other manager shane flicks my ear and keeps me awake. Josh comes back and by now its 12:30 and they dont look even close to being done. So we say forget it. Say bub bye.....but we still want food, maybe not Dennys but something so we pile into Pats car. I'm in the back for our quest to find fast food, but I'm out of it so im tired and can't remember much but I'm told on how I wanted pie then I wanted puppies and wanted to go to Wal-mart for one...then I say I would settle for a goldfish. Basically I'm talking gibberish and while I'm doing this I'm in tears or I laughing so hard it hurts. We dont find food cuz everything is closed. So they drop me off and I attempt to drive home (half of the time my parking brake was on) I dont know how i got home but i did and i went to bed at 1:30. When I woke up I had a bruise on my shoulder, my toe felt like it was broken and my wrist hurt when I moved them. It was one hell of a night.

I was going to talk about sat night but his is such a long post maybe later.

10:23AM - My spirits are crushed.....

I bombed during drama and my I do not want to show my face in there again. I still really want to do the scene but Ms. Beadle says it needs work (on my part)......but I'll work my hardest.

Thats it with that though......Ahhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!...........I cant stop thinking about it.........The worst part is that I let down my friends.........

....Erffffffffffffffff!!!!!!!!!! I need to bang my head against the wall.....

3:30PM - just cuz i havent in a while

Ok so yeah don't have much to say. I'm thinking about things, so thats difficult for me, because I'm blonde. But other wise life is ok. I just read Pat's journal and have realized that he is sooo cruel but kyle deserves it. Im stressing about prom,work, money, college, and other things. But I still have good things in my life.
1. Friends
2. My cat
3. Drama
and my new shoes and earrings (Ilove those things)

I'm also thinking about a second job I should get for the summer,so if anyone has suggestions. Please feel free to put in your two cents....because I dont want to work like a million hours at the krik! Also what is sandras livejournal thing I still dont have it?

Sorry so short. Oh and Josh I will post tonight. Now I'm going to leave before my dad gets home...because any day he gets off early and spends it here is a bad day. Chores are destributed. And second I can't deal with him right now.


Sorry if I seem whiny or even worse emo, its been a weird week with a flurry of emotions. I need a break. I wish I could stop time.......I'm confused.

10:23AM - I'm going to wash that man right out of my hair.........GET OUT OF MY HEAD!!!!!!

Ok so I haven't posted in awhile, since the "fight" I apologize to anyone who missed hearing about my life. Anywayz last night was cool. I met my small group at the mall then we all drove down to boomers for some minature golf. Which was fun except that one of the small group leaders told me to "settle". Then driving towards the mall the whole small group minus the leaders had a very interesting talk. I won't go into details but let me just holla at my girls and say......that everything is supersized when you order chocolate, and that Lauren is a freak when it come to whip cream. You had to have been there. So I went home went to bed at 12. Long night for a school night and I have the bags under my eyes to prove it. Then today I went to drama and drama rocks! We practiced the scene me and pat wrote, and also our shakespeare scene. Then Ms.Beadle announced who was doing the pantomime songs. But first she said she was cutting down the number of people from 6 to 2. Which cut the small glimmer of hope I had of ever being choosen for it. But I was hoping that Pat would still get it, because I could tell he wanted it, and he deserved it. So she announces whose in it and she says Patrick so I turn to congratulate him. But before I even turned she says my name also. I ALMOST SWALLOWED MY STOMACH! So now I'm doing Me and Pats skit, the Midsummers Nights Dream scene, the musical number and the pantomime song. Instead of calling it coffee house I say we call it The Pat and Megan variety hour. Anywayz thats my life......oh I almost forgot, I GOT ASKED TO PROM YESTERDAY! Finally, but Conrad asked a really cool creative way. I'll talk more about it later. But i'm going to play a new game im aaddicted too.

2:24PM - yeah for me I feel so honored!

Ok so today I noticed a pattern. This guy I know *couf* Patrick *couf* always seems the need to have one girl to hate with an unbelievable passion. He finds one he hates and rants about them. The first one I knew about was Kelly, then it was Brianna. But ladies and gents guess what? Move over Brianna here I come. Appearantly I have taken over that space in Patricks heart. The space where he puts the girl he hates. And it soo much fun!(stated with much sarcasm) Now I know he liked the other two and he didn't/doesn't like me.....(so dont freak out if your reading this) but seriously why is there a need for him to have a women to totally hate. I just dont understand men or lets narrow it down I don't understand him.

Also the boy seriously needs to work on his friends skills. We had a stupid fight and now the friendship is seemingly over! Wow someone tell him the meaning of the phrase forgive and forget. Friends just dont break up because of one fight...they work through it! Goodness gracious. But the word on the street (meaning Josh) is that he doesnt want to see me anymore, and that it has escalated past the point of ripping each other heads off. Well keep rubbing that magic lamp buddy, because thats the only way to get rid of me. I just cant dissapear bud, we have two classes together same job and we have the same friends! I will not give up any of those without a fight. So realize this and get used to it.


ERF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

All I have to say to Patrick (if he doesnt want to grow up and talk about it) is BRING IT ON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

P.S. please realize that even with all this ranting I still want to work it out. I'd rather get back what we had. But if you piss me off again (meaning you post some insult instead of talking to me about it)I can and will walk away from this because I dont need the drama.

P.S.S Korkie turned her head! hahahahahahaha